Monday, June 28, 2010
False Hopes
Have you ever built something up in your mind even though you tell everyone, even yourself, that you're indifferent, that it doesn't matter, that you aren't expecting anything? In reality you have these high hopes buried deep down inside but you refuse to admit and acknowledge? But then it hits you like a ton of bricks when you realize that they were all false? I'm doing just that- trying to crawl out of an avalanche of bricks. Hopefully it makes me wiser, stronger, more determined. And not dumber and more skittish. Wise. Stong. Determined. Say it again. Wise. Strong. Determined.
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Many times. Many bricks. Once avalanche was the firm belief that the "love of my life" just needed to wake up and smell the coffee. He did...with someone else. Once I was cleared of the debree, I was free to see the actual love of my life. The other big one was thinking I didn't care if I had a boy or girl baby, but that was an instance where, it was a girl. Sometimes it turns out just fine. Keep caring about things. It's worth it.
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