Second to last day of the semester! I went to my classes and once it was finished, I picked up my friend, grabbed some Taco Bell, went to the dollar theaters, and watched Juno. It was funny and actually pretty sweet. After the movie, we went by Krispy Kremes to say "hello" to one of the workers that gave us a bunch of free donuts the other day. Plus there was fresh, hot donuts just made, so we grabbed our free sample! Mmmm...

I have so much to do, and I have to get my stuff planned out. Studying for finals. Packing. Talking to my apartment manager for early checkout. I am so tired of everything: the school work, my roomates, provo, drama. I just want to be done, but I don't see that happening anytime soon. But, I will do just fine. I always do.

Ladies Night

Today, was called a "ladies night." I got together with a friend and another girl I had just met earlier in the week. We went to Kneaders for dinner. Once we got done eating, we went to Maceys to get stuff to make smores and to scope (to see if there was anything funny and memorable we can do in Maceys), but it turned out that we just got the smore ingredients. Later, the three of us made smores and watched the Miss USA pageant. It was fun, but it made me want to get dressed up, go out, do more, and just live. I want to have fun all the time! I want to make a difference! I want to feel alive!

I had a fun with the "ladies night," but I by the time I got home I had a killer migrane, once again. So, I tried to relax my and take care of head so I can study and do my research paper tomorrow!

I am always told that I let people walk all over me, and that is why I get used so much. I am constantly advised that I need to take a stand, and not just sit quiet when it happens. Well, I actually listened to that advise for once, and I immediately wish I hadn't. I didn't even do anything awful, but I saw the way it affected the person, and I don't like making people feel that way. It made everything so much worse. Maybe it was still deserved or deemed understandable by others, but I felt awful. I wish I could go back and do things over again...but I can't. My question is, How come people can walk all over me and use me, or I actually stand up for myself, but either way I end up feeling like I am the smallest person??

Other than that rather upsetting incident, I was able to get a few things done, and had a pretty productive, yet comfortable day. Hopefully, I can just roll with this punch and the few more punches to come, and I will be home in just 14 days.